Well my boyfriends birthday is on Monday, I got him a Polo Blue Gift set; it smells really nice. He's gonna smell extra sexy, I hope he don't be tryin to pull new females with that scent.... I'd beat his ass.... I will admit though things are a little weird with us because we don't see eachother. I see his frinds more then I see him, to be really really honest... I havn't seen him face to face since we actually hooked up... I saw him from afar today... this is not good.... infact it's bad... because if I were someone else, telling me this same story I would laugh at that person for being so silly. What we have here is a failure to communicate. We talk, but like... its not long like it was before he asked me out.... I knew it was too good to be true.... A guy that cute wanting to be my boyfriend.... but it's not like us going with eachother is a secret, all his homies know, but then again he told them and they are HIS homies so chances are they wouldn't tell me if his intent wasn't genuine. I feel silly, and I shouldn't feel this way. BUT maybe its me because I'm afraid to trust since my last relationship. Maybe its nothing... maybe its something... maybe its everything...maybe I'm still not ready.... I let my ex go indefinately... but my mind isn't ready to trust again. I really like this guy with my heart... but my mind won't let me forget what I went through before... I can't let another guy hurt me again...I mean not this soon again... and I'm not saying that this guy will hurt me, it's just that I'm not 100% sure that he won't either. I guess I'mma have to talk to him.... I'm confused obviously.