HEY I KNOW ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE A LAST WROTE BUT THERE HAS BEEN SO MUCH GOING ON I RARELY HAVE TIME TO WRITE. SO HMMM... WHERE DO I START MY UPDATE. WELL ME AND MY "FRIEND" HAVEN'T GOTTEN TOGETHER YET....I'M STARTING TO LOSE FOCUS WITH HIM, HE IS SO DAMN CONFUSING I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK OF HIM SOMETIMES, I PROBABLY SHOULD JUST LEAVE HIM ALONE FOR A WHILE AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS....
NEXT....O MY GOD.....DRAMA! DRAMA! DRAMA! I AM CAUGHT IN THE MIX OF SO MUCH BULL SHIT IT AIN'T EVEN FUNNY. FIRST OF THERE ARE RUMORS SO MANY DAMN RUMORS SURROUNDING THE SUBJECT OF ME AND MY "FRIEND" ITS REDICULOUS. SEE PEOPLE AT THE COLLEGE HAVE NO LIFE AT ALL, SO...TO KEEP THEIR SAD PATHETIC WORLD GOING ROUND AND ROUND THEY NEED FUEL......AND JUST RECENTLY, AS IN THE LAST FEW WEEKS, THAT FUEL BECAME ME. ALL OF A SUDDEN EVERYONE MUST KNOW ABOUT ME AND HIM, IT AIN'T EVEN THAT SERIOUS, HALF THE TIME ME AND HIM DON'T EVEN KNOW WHATS UP WITH ME AND HIM. WE ARE JUST FRIENDS RIGHT NOW, WE'RE TALKING TO EACHOTHER, CASUALLY NO SEX OR ANYTHING JUST TALK. I GOT SOME 16 YEAR OLD DITZY WAFER RUNNING AROUND SPREADIN SHIT ABOUT ME AND HIM JUST BECAUSE SHE LIKED HIM AND HE DIDN'T WANT HER YOUNG DUMB ASS. AND OLDER PEOPLE, WHO SHOULD KNOW BETTER, THAT ARE HELPING HER, THEY CALL THEMSELVES BEING MY FRIENDS THOUGH....AND THATS THE FUNNY PART. I REALIZE IN THIS WORLD AIN'T NO ONE YOUR FRIEND, EVERYONE IS OUT FOR THEMSELVES AND THEY DON'T CARE WHO THEY HURT ALONG THE WAY. AND THIS SITUATTION TO ME HURTS SOMEWHAT BUT IT DOESN'T HAVE THE THE TOTAL IMPACT AS IT SHOULD BECAUSE I NEVER TRUSTED THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE. IN MY OWN WAY I KNEW SHIT WAS GONNA HIT THE FAN WHEN PEOPLE FOUND OUT I WAS TALKING TO HIM. BECAUSE HE IS A VERY ATTRACTIVE GUY, AND EVEN THOUGH I AM NEW TO THEIR WORLD HE ISN'T HE HAS NEVER BEEN FRIENDS WITH THEM BUT HE HAS DEALT WITH FEMALES WHO WERE FRIENDS WITH THEM. SO OF COURSE I GOT THE "OOOOH GIRL HE ....whoopty whoop whoop" AND ALL THAT OTHER BLAH BLAH BULL....ALL THEM GIRLS IS ON HIS NUTZ TOUGH, AND THE REASON HE PERSUED ME WAS BECAUSE DESPITE MY OBVIOUS FEATURES (boobs, ass, and the way I dress) HE LIKED THE WAY I CARRIED MY SELF AND HOW I DON'T MAKE A SCENE IN ORDER TO GET HIS ATTENTION. RECENTLY I HAVE DONE THAT IN ACT OF DESPERATION I WILL ADMIT. BUT HE CALLED ME ON IT. SO SHIT I QUIT THAT QUICK.....LOL...BUT I REALLY LIKE THIS DUDE AND ALL THE RUMORS THAT ARE FLYIN AROUND IS FUCKING IT UP, ITS TIME I STOPPED BEATING AROUND THE BUSH AND FINALLY JUST GO FOR IT AND TELL HIM EXACTLY HOW I FEEL....I JUST HOPE IT AIN'T TO LATE, BECASUE NO I AIN'T THE FINEST CHICK ON CAMPUS, BUT I JUST HOPE THAT HE GOT TO SEE SOMETHIN IN ME THAT MADE ME DIFFERENT AND KEPT HIM INTERESTED....BUT UM....FOR ALL THEM FAKE ASS PEOPLE AT VVC THEY GOT THEIRS COMIN, BECAUSE THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW ME LIKE THAT TO HAVE MY NAME IN THEIR MOUTHS THE WAY THEY DO BUT THAT SHIT GON' STOP ONE WAY OR THE OTHER BECAUSE I DON'T APPRECIATE THAT SHIT....NO BUDDY.
ASIDE FROM THAT I AM AN ASB STUDENT BODY SENATOR AT VVC. IT DOESN'T SOUND LIKE MUCH BUT I'M HAPPY ABOUT THAT. MY JOB IS GOING WELL I HAVE A 2.999999999... GPA STILL IF I HAVEN'T MENTIONED IT BEFORE. I AM DOING REALLY WELL ASIDE FROM THE BULLSHIT I DO HAVE SOME GOOD FRIENDS THAT I AM REALLY THANKFUL FOR (but being truely honest you can't trust anyone 100% not even yoourself sometimes, and thats real talk) I GET NIGGAS LIKE WHOA, EVEN THOUGH I'M ONLY INTERESTED IN ONE. THEY TELL ME I HAVE A FUCKED UP ATTITUDE SOMETIMES THOUGH.......SO I DON'T GIVE A RATZ ASS WHAT THEM NIGGAS THINK, BEACAUSE CHANCES ARE THEY WERE JUST TRYNA GET MY PANTIES ANYWAY AND I AIN'T NO ONES GHETTO HOOCHI, get it right, I'MMA B.I.T.C.H. (a Broad In Total Control of Herself)
I KNOW THAT WAS KINDA HARSH BUT I LET THEM NIGGAS KNOW NOW, THERE AIN'T GON BE NO HUGGIN, TOUCHIN, LICKIN OR SUCKIN OF ANYKIND WITHOUT MY COSENT. AND 99.9% OF THE TIME THE ANSWER IS HELLL NAWWWW NICCA!!! WHO I LOOK LIKE?
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NEXT....O MY GOD.....DRAMA! DRAMA! DRAMA! I AM CAUGHT IN THE MIX OF SO MUCH BULL SHIT IT AIN'T EVEN FUNNY. FIRST OF THERE ARE RUMORS SO MANY DAMN RUMORS SURROUNDING THE SUBJECT OF ME AND MY "FRIEND" ITS REDICULOUS. SEE PEOPLE AT THE COLLEGE HAVE NO LIFE AT ALL, SO...TO KEEP THEIR SAD PATHETIC WORLD GOING ROUND AND ROUND THEY NEED FUEL......AND JUST RECENTLY, AS IN THE LAST FEW WEEKS, THAT FUEL BECAME ME. ALL OF A SUDDEN EVERYONE MUST KNOW ABOUT ME AND HIM, IT AIN'T EVEN THAT SERIOUS, HALF THE TIME ME AND HIM DON'T EVEN KNOW WHATS UP WITH ME AND HIM. WE ARE JUST FRIENDS RIGHT NOW, WE'RE TALKING TO EACHOTHER, CASUALLY NO SEX OR ANYTHING JUST TALK. I GOT SOME 16 YEAR OLD DITZY WAFER RUNNING AROUND SPREADIN SHIT ABOUT ME AND HIM JUST BECAUSE SHE LIKED HIM AND HE DIDN'T WANT HER YOUNG DUMB ASS. AND OLDER PEOPLE, WHO SHOULD KNOW BETTER, THAT ARE HELPING HER, THEY CALL THEMSELVES BEING MY FRIENDS THOUGH....AND THATS THE FUNNY PART. I REALIZE IN THIS WORLD AIN'T NO ONE YOUR FRIEND, EVERYONE IS OUT FOR THEMSELVES AND THEY DON'T CARE WHO THEY HURT ALONG THE WAY. AND THIS SITUATTION TO ME HURTS SOMEWHAT BUT IT DOESN'T HAVE THE THE TOTAL IMPACT AS IT SHOULD BECAUSE I NEVER TRUSTED THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE. IN MY OWN WAY I KNEW SHIT WAS GONNA HIT THE FAN WHEN PEOPLE FOUND OUT I WAS TALKING TO HIM. BECAUSE HE IS A VERY ATTRACTIVE GUY, AND EVEN THOUGH I AM NEW TO THEIR WORLD HE ISN'T HE HAS NEVER BEEN FRIENDS WITH THEM BUT HE HAS DEALT WITH FEMALES WHO WERE FRIENDS WITH THEM. SO OF COURSE I GOT THE "OOOOH GIRL HE ....whoopty whoop whoop" AND ALL THAT OTHER BLAH BLAH BULL....ALL THEM GIRLS IS ON HIS NUTZ TOUGH, AND THE REASON HE PERSUED ME WAS BECAUSE DESPITE MY OBVIOUS FEATURES (boobs, ass, and the way I dress) HE LIKED THE WAY I CARRIED MY SELF AND HOW I DON'T MAKE A SCENE IN ORDER TO GET HIS ATTENTION. RECENTLY I HAVE DONE THAT IN ACT OF DESPERATION I WILL ADMIT. BUT HE CALLED ME ON IT. SO SHIT I QUIT THAT QUICK.....LOL...BUT I REALLY LIKE THIS DUDE AND ALL THE RUMORS THAT ARE FLYIN AROUND IS FUCKING IT UP, ITS TIME I STOPPED BEATING AROUND THE BUSH AND FINALLY JUST GO FOR IT AND TELL HIM EXACTLY HOW I FEEL....I JUST HOPE IT AIN'T TO LATE, BECASUE NO I AIN'T THE FINEST CHICK ON CAMPUS, BUT I JUST HOPE THAT HE GOT TO SEE SOMETHIN IN ME THAT MADE ME DIFFERENT AND KEPT HIM INTERESTED....BUT UM....FOR ALL THEM FAKE ASS PEOPLE AT VVC THEY GOT THEIRS COMIN, BECAUSE THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW ME LIKE THAT TO HAVE MY NAME IN THEIR MOUTHS THE WAY THEY DO BUT THAT SHIT GON' STOP ONE WAY OR THE OTHER BECAUSE I DON'T APPRECIATE THAT SHIT....NO BUDDY.
ASIDE FROM THAT I AM AN ASB STUDENT BODY SENATOR AT VVC. IT DOESN'T SOUND LIKE MUCH BUT I'M HAPPY ABOUT THAT. MY JOB IS GOING WELL I HAVE A 2.999999999... GPA STILL IF I HAVEN'T MENTIONED IT BEFORE. I AM DOING REALLY WELL ASIDE FROM THE BULLSHIT I DO HAVE SOME GOOD FRIENDS THAT I AM REALLY THANKFUL FOR (but being truely honest you can't trust anyone 100% not even yoourself sometimes, and thats real talk) I GET NIGGAS LIKE WHOA, EVEN THOUGH I'M ONLY INTERESTED IN ONE. THEY TELL ME I HAVE A FUCKED UP ATTITUDE SOMETIMES THOUGH.......SO I DON'T GIVE A RATZ ASS WHAT THEM NIGGAS THINK, BEACAUSE CHANCES ARE THEY WERE JUST TRYNA GET MY PANTIES ANYWAY AND I AIN'T NO ONES GHETTO HOOCHI, get it right, I'MMA B.I.T.C.H. (a Broad In Total Control of Herself)
I KNOW THAT WAS KINDA HARSH BUT I LET THEM NIGGAS KNOW NOW, THERE AIN'T GON BE NO HUGGIN, TOUCHIN, LICKIN OR SUCKIN OF ANYKIND WITHOUT MY COSENT. AND 99.9% OF THE TIME THE ANSWER IS HELLL NAWWWW NICCA!!! WHO I LOOK LIKE?
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