Thursday, May 11, 2006

Well its been 2 weeks since me and my boyfriend hooked up and I guess things are going OK. That sounds a little depressing but it's really not, I just wish our schedules didn't conflict so much. Between me working and night classes and him in school during the day while I'm working and then him going to the studio down the hill to record... we barely have time to hear eachother...you know breathe... I'm usually free over the weekends but ever since I've gotten with him someone always has something for me to do and to be honest, it's kinda pissin' me off. I want to stay on top of my academic game, but how can I do that when all I can think about is my new beau (it's possible, lets not be stupid) but I hope you get what I'm saying. If I don't talk to him often then I'm thinking about him, wondering if he's thinking about me....Like I'm doing right now. He is soooo fucking adorable, you just don't fuckin get it. And he is charming, cool, and funny....and a little wierd because if I was as cute as he is I wouldn't want to go out with a simple girl like me....I'd want a model chick.... But I guess that means he's not shallow, you know? Plus, he doesn't ask me for anything like money or sex...just my time. I really appreciate him for that. And yes, we've been together 2 weeks but we have been talking for like 2 months....and he still didn't try to run game....he's a keeper... we are just gonna have to work something out with our availibility because if we don't see eachother or talk often, it ain't real. It's like a friendship... and I want it to be more then that, I really like this guy, I don't want to lose him this early in the game I just got him.

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