OK..hmm..its Sunday, I'm at my Aunt's house...UPDATE:
I told my "friend" how I feel, I told him I was interested in him basically that I'm realy feeling him and I want to be his girl.....well....he turned me down:( He said he was more focused on trying to get his life more together and some other random cock and bull guys say when they don't want to date a girl....WHY CAN'T THEY JUST SAY THEY WANNA FUCK OTHER GIRLS!!!!! It would make life a hell of a lot easier if these guys just told the truth. "But, If you ever need someone to talk to ...I'm here." PAHLEEEASE I can't even reach you half the damn time now. I must of saw this coming, and I called myself grabbing the bull by its horns....that bull just kicked me in the ass. YOU FEEL ME????
ANYWAY!! I had back up, but the only problem with this cat is that he's young, and my name ain't Stella. He likes me though, and he's really cute, he's doesn't look or act his age. But the problem is his age. I don't want to go to jail on behalf of a young buck. He's basically arm candy, I mean he dresses really well and he's taller than me (everyone is taller than me) But I don't know about this cat. He's really sweet too, not GAY sweet but, he's nice. Obviously I kinda like him, He's like "The Guy I Could Never Get in High School" And he likes me. which is really weird becuz I'm like Why? NO I'm not an ugly chick, but I definately ain't the flyest chick around the way. I'm not easy or a hoe, and I don't carry myself that way. Plus I'm Plus Sized and short. I may be cute but there ain't no overlooking reality I'M STILL KINDA CHUBBY!!! I have lost some weight but not enough to make anyone go WOW!!!! So either he got some kinda game going or he likes my inner persona which would be really cool because I do find myself feeling comfortable around him. And last night...HE kissed ME!!! Like HE MEANT IT!!! ...TWICE!!! <== OH MY GOD I'MMA CRADLE ROBBER!!!!!!!! Look at me, I'm so ashamed. This is so sad I can't find a descent guy my own age. GUYS MY AGE ARE SELF CENTERED, CONCEITED, NASTY, OR MANIPULATIVE HUSTLERS. I hate the way they act. Its rude and vulgar.
I rather deal with that young dude and take my chances, hell Brianna didn't get cought.....y'all don't know who that is but....same senario trust me....
Anyway other stuff: hmmm......I got nothing....SEE YA LATERS!!!
I told my "friend" how I feel, I told him I was interested in him basically that I'm realy feeling him and I want to be his girl.....well....he turned me down:( He said he was more focused on trying to get his life more together and some other random cock and bull guys say when they don't want to date a girl....WHY CAN'T THEY JUST SAY THEY WANNA FUCK OTHER GIRLS!!!!! It would make life a hell of a lot easier if these guys just told the truth. "But, If you ever need someone to talk to ...I'm here." PAHLEEEASE I can't even reach you half the damn time now. I must of saw this coming, and I called myself grabbing the bull by its horns....that bull just kicked me in the ass. YOU FEEL ME????
ANYWAY!! I had back up, but the only problem with this cat is that he's young, and my name ain't Stella. He likes me though, and he's really cute, he's doesn't look or act his age. But the problem is his age. I don't want to go to jail on behalf of a young buck. He's basically arm candy, I mean he dresses really well and he's taller than me (everyone is taller than me) But I don't know about this cat. He's really sweet too, not GAY sweet but, he's nice. Obviously I kinda like him, He's like "The Guy I Could Never Get in High School" And he likes me. which is really weird becuz I'm like Why? NO I'm not an ugly chick, but I definately ain't the flyest chick around the way. I'm not easy or a hoe, and I don't carry myself that way. Plus I'm Plus Sized and short. I may be cute but there ain't no overlooking reality I'M STILL KINDA CHUBBY!!! I have lost some weight but not enough to make anyone go WOW!!!! So either he got some kinda game going or he likes my inner persona which would be really cool because I do find myself feeling comfortable around him. And last night...HE kissed ME!!! Like HE MEANT IT!!! ...TWICE!!! <== OH MY GOD I'MMA CRADLE ROBBER!!!!!!!! Look at me, I'm so ashamed. This is so sad I can't find a descent guy my own age. GUYS MY AGE ARE SELF CENTERED, CONCEITED, NASTY, OR MANIPULATIVE HUSTLERS. I hate the way they act. Its rude and vulgar.
I rather deal with that young dude and take my chances, hell Brianna didn't get cought.....y'all don't know who that is but....same senario trust me....
Anyway other stuff: hmmm......I got nothing....SEE YA LATERS!!!
posted by Diva at 5:02 PM
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